I came back to my room that night, and decided to take leave
for the next day;
not because I was ill, but because - you must
always take a break from your fast pacing life, in order to just pause and see
how tactfully you have handled the mess and turned out to be a better
version of yourself, to pause and appreciate yourself without judging
or validating; in order to close the main door and stay up at the backyard
in order to indulge in the secondary amusements so that you can gather energy
for a better opening.
I was shaken to my core. I just had a dinner with nobody , gifted from a nobody and for god-knows-why reasons . Was I desperate , and may be She knew it and was , henceforth, making a joke about it ? Or was it kind of a revenge , and may be I was drugged through the dinner I was served , and ... i was about to die ?? I rushed to the toilet and forced out a puke. Then came out and dashed into the kitchen searching for a Lemon and as I found one inside the fridge, I took it and put it inside as a whole. I realized I was still alive and eventually figured out that the crime thrillers I have been binge-watching are probably doing the tricks.
I was clearly OVER-REACTING !
My life is just a simple story about a normal girl who could just fantasize movies like Cinderella and Inception all mixed up, why would it get twists like any Abbas-Mastan Bollywood movie?
I put my mind to rest by concluding that most probably it was a joke or a surprise from Daksh that he would tell me about tomorrow morning.
It was 1 A.M and I had, literally, made up a movie in my head about myself.
I smiled, kept over my phone on the other side of the bed and tucked into the bed.
Shortly I could notice the ceiling get lighted up - probably a message on my phone. I was too lazy to turn around.
Time , often, doesn't let you do things that you certainly desire the most ; but your imaginations have all the freedom in the world. They wander and create scenes that could lead you to , sometimes , beautiful destinations or sometimes, to the worst ends.
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